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Pain

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Time 1h 13m

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Jerliko is a German sixteen year old who has never been noticed by anyone.  The only time he was noticed was when his parents were disappointed by how he was doing in school.  He's been thinking about suicide for years, but never found the right way to do it.  Starvation took too long, hanging was just plain stupid, and poison was just too painful.  But when he tries to commit suicide, he wakes up in the hospital.  The nurse informs him he'll have to stay for two weeks with the other suicide kids.  But will he survive?  Will he make it through this alive?  (This is a concept story on Hawk, the character in the book I'm writing.  I'm not sure if Mary will be in it, maybe.  But I hope you guys enjoy it!)All Rights Reserved

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