Pairing: Chim (eventually) Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction and is in no way meant to defame the persons/groups/organizations depicted. All events/characterizations are a figment of my imagination and are written for entertainment purposes only. Content: This story will contain adult situations, including homosexual content, as well as language appropriate for adult audiences; if you are too young to read or you feel the content may offend you, please leave now. Summary: There is nothing like a near-death experience to put life into perspective. After surviving a life-threatening illness superstar Cheryl Cole is determined to live in the moment and stop playing the game by everybody else’s rules. Will she find a way to get what she really wants? Will she risk everything that is important to her, her career, her bandmates and more importantly her relationship with her best friend? All credit goes to "losgann" on GAM