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Carapace of a Life

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Reads 88
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Parts 11
Time 1h 14m

Ripped2abusedPanda

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I look at the world through empty eyes. I'm not sure why my eyes are empty; apparently I lost my memory from a few years ago. My family says it was an accident from falling down the stairs or something but part of me doesn't believe it. Part of me feels there is something more sinister... I do get flashes at times; but they aren't really clear. I feel like my soul has been snatched away and I see my old self through the eyes of a stranger. It has been clear to me now that the world is full of twisted humans with sinister desires. I live in the carapace of a life that once was perfect, a life that once held great meaning...All Rights Reserved

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