The One That Really Matters
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Last published Wed, Jun 24, 2015
The Asking
"Hey, Sophia. What are you guys doing for the dance? Wait who are you going with? I was thinking about asking James. I mean he's pretty much the first boy I've liked for, you know not his looks. "Well the dance is in two days you need to ask him. Fine I'll ask him tomorrow...happy? Well so I think that Malory and I should get going. Okay. See you tomorrow at school.
Soo malaria. How's it going? You want to go take a long walk away from this way? NO you are asking him out, I am not letting you stay at home with your family at prom. This is a once in a lifetime chance soph. you will regret it if you don't try. You never know what he's going to say unless you try. Hey don't push me. Hey James's how are you I was just wondering if you know. You, you, you, you, you know would want to go to the dance with me? "Sorry Sophie I already have plans and I'm, I mean I think your funny and all, but I just don't and never will like you that. Get your arm off me James. Its okay Sophie am sure someone else will go with you just not me. Yeah I'm sure. Just so you know I'm not two, I don't need you telling me its okay. I'll be just fine...
Sophia its okay you don't need to cry. My life is ruined this is why I don't like asking people out. I was afraid this would happen. I can't live with t
his. No boys like me. I can swear that on my heart. Well I think this time I will tell you to leave. Bye Malory.
Dear Mom, Dad, and Malory,
I can't live like this anymore. I can't take. Nobody likes or cares abluout me and it's been this way my whole life. I have no choice. The only way to end my pain is to... DIE. I can't keep live my life pretending that there is actually people in the world care for me. There just isn't. So this is Good Bye. I love you, I hope I will see you again .I have decided this is the only way to end my misery.
Okay Sophia how can I do this. Okay I'm going to walk into the kitchen slowly grab the
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