WARNING: there will be a lot of smut in this so if you don't like smut don't read *********************************************************************** this story is about a girl named Riley and is friends with Gerard and the rest of the band, Riley has known Gerard her whole life and has always had feelings for him but was to scared to admit them to him in fear of Rejection, but what she doesn't know Gerard is the same way, so what happens when a friend of theirs give one of them the motivating speech to do something g about theirs feelings or will they chicken out and just stay friends. read to find out.