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I'm Not Crazy

SimplyPsychedelic

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SimplyPsychedelic

"You're nothing but a little girl. Confused with the world..."

The wild storm in my mind,
The forceful hurting in my soul,
The dark, hollow oak layer that is whats left of my heart...

A soulless shell... drifting around the earth without purpose.

The worse thing is, everyone around me is hurting. I don't know why,

What am I doing wrong?


<×< Hello people! New story soon to be published, thought I'd post a little insight of what the story is about.

 Many people in this society go through issues with mental health, including our common issues such as depression, anxiety and some uncommon mental illnesses which will like to touch base on through the characters in this story. Everyone has a story or some sort of challenge that they will face in life and I want to express this in detail.  

I'm not going to make it all dark and gloomy but I hope it will perhaps help some people through hard times in life or just something that people could relate to or enjoy reading.


Thanks! -SimplsAll Rights Reserved

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I'm Not Crazy
Fri, Apr 22, 2016

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