Prologue

I think from the time I was born...MY life is destined to be miserable and miserable as I got older....

Every time I gave my love to someone, they'll just throw away just like a trash....

Every time I care, They'll just ignore me...

Every time I sacrificed, they'll abuse me....

At the very end I'm always the being hurt even though I do so much good to others...

IS heaven challenging me or this might be a curse!?!?

There's not a time that I've been loved by a person that I loved badly...

Are they using me as their past time and an adviser...

They are such a user... They can recognize me when they need someone from me...

Is the world this cruel because it can't give me happiness...

I feel alone....

Desperate for love....

Being used.....

A total jackass....

I feel that I'm no use in this world...