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Ugly Pleasure

thewriternamedjoy

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Reads 8,373
Votes 157
Parts 11
Time 1h 23m

thewriternamedjoy

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Samantha Evans battles with her sexuality while being sexually abused by her father.  Forced to attend a musical academy where she gets entangled in a romantic relationship with a gorgeous girl. 

Samantha is an introverted & androgynous tomboy gifted  with musical talents.

After getting into a spontaneous relationship, She then journeys in search of a new life. Channelling her true identity. Getting to love who she really is. Trying on a new look. And finally enjoying a taste of freedom. 

Things eventually take a new turn when invited to Aaron's home. She discovers a series of lies, secrets and betrayal.

The question is; would Samantha be strong enough to scale through the sad, devastating and heartbreaking times?

By the way,
If you ask Sam, what gender she is, she would say, "I am Gender fluid."       


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