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Ugly Pleasure

thewriternamedjoy

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Reads 8,373
Votes 157
Parts 11
Time 1h 23m

thewriternamedjoy

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abuse abusivecontent anxietyattacks genderfluid guitar lesbian lesbianromance lgbt love mentalhealth passion queer romance sadness sex-slave teenfiction

Samantha Evans battles with her sexuality while being sexually abused by her father.  Forced to attend a musical academy where she gets entangled in a romantic relationship with a gorgeous girl. 

Samantha is an introverted & androgynous tomboy gifted  with musical talents.

After getting into a spontaneous relationship, She then journeys in search of a new life. Channelling her true identity. Getting to love who she really is. Trying on a new look. And finally enjoying a taste of freedom. 

Things eventually take a new turn when invited to Aaron's home. She discovers a series of lies, secrets and betrayal.

The question is; would Samantha be strong enough to scale through the sad, devastating and heartbreaking times?

By the way,
If you ask Sam, what gender she is, she would say, "I am Gender fluid."       


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𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙳𝚄𝚂𝚃 (𝙹𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚎𝚡𝙵𝚎𝚖!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛) by JensetterMandu

Stardust; A feeling or impression of romance, magic, or ethereality. They thought they would be two ships in the night after running into each other for the first time, never thinking they would reach the same shore. Their future was never written in the stars, but they were just lucky enough for the stars to align when they met. They didn't meet to complete each other, but to accept each other for who they were. In a narrow-minded society filled with hatred towards anything aside from standards, two insanely in love people have to hide their love for each other from everyone. Keeping it hidden from everyone while dealing with problems caused by the people around them, they only have each other to lean on. The thought of running away is more straightforward when it's just a thought. Leaving everyone and everything behind isn't easy, even if the people around them haven't done anything but hurt them. It's difficult, especially when one is ready to leave everyone and everything behind for the person she loves. At the same time, another is scared to leave even when she's aware that they have no future together if they stay- the future they have talked about together, the future they want to have together. How much do they need to be put through, how much do they need to be hurt, how many people have to try and come in between them, and how many times do they have to break down until they no longer can take it? If their love for each other is so wrong then why does it feel so right and better than anything else? It felt right to love each other. Word Count: 300K~ 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒: ABUSE, ASSAULT, HARASSMENT OF DIFFERENT KINDS DISCRIMINATION TOWARDS A SPECIFIC GROUP OF PEOPLE (HOMOPHOBIA) USE OF HOMOPHOBIC SLURS/HATE SPEECH SUBSTANCE USE (ALCOHOL ETC) STRONG LANGUAGE SMUT SENSITIVE TOPICS

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I'm Straight... by OrMAGMs

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Finding Myself ✓ by sihle0071

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𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙳𝚄𝚂𝚃 (𝙹𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚎𝚡𝙵𝚎𝚖!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛) cover

I'm Straight... cover

The 2nd of November cover

Finding Myself ✓ cover

Knocked out of course (Girlxgirl) cover

If You Love Me cover

Trial And Error cover

Rebecca's Life cover

𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙳𝚄𝚂𝚃 (𝙹𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚎𝚡𝙵𝚎𝚖!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛)

Stardust; A feeling or impression of romance, magic, or ethereality. They thought they would be two ships in the night after running into each other for the first time, never thinking they would reach the same shore. Their future was never written in the stars, but they were just lucky enough for the stars to align when they met. They didn't meet to complete each other, but to accept each other for who they were. In a narrow-minded society filled with hatred towards anything aside from standards, two insanely in love people have to hide their love for each other from everyone. Keeping it hidden from everyone while dealing with problems caused by the people around them, they only have each other to lean on. The thought of running away is more straightforward when it's just a thought. Leaving everyone and everything behind isn't easy, even if the people around them haven't done anything but hurt them. It's difficult, especially when one is ready to leave everyone and everything behind for the person she loves. At the same time, another is scared to leave even when she's aware that they have no future together if they stay- the future they have talked about together, the future they want to have together. How much do they need to be put through, how much do they need to be hurt, how many people have to try and come in between them, and how many times do they have to break down until they no longer can take it? If their love for each other is so wrong then why does it feel so right and better than anything else? It felt right to love each other. Word Count: 300K~ 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒: ABUSE, ASSAULT, HARASSMENT OF DIFFERENT KINDS DISCRIMINATION TOWARDS A SPECIFIC GROUP OF PEOPLE (HOMOPHOBIA) USE OF HOMOPHOBIC SLURS/HATE SPEECH SUBSTANCE USE (ALCOHOL ETC) STRONG LANGUAGE SMUT SENSITIVE TOPICS