The Day I Give Up
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Sierra is 15, but she has to deal with major things, such as self harm, suicidal thoughts, an ED, bullying, and an abusive mother. She has 3 friends, they are her 'sunshine'. This is her story, her trying to defeat her demons, but will she make it out alive?
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