Lost Half

{Warning: Contains suicide, sexual items, and self-harming.} I'm heartbroken. I have had a major crush on my best friend Ethan for years, since about the time I met him. I confessed to him a few weeks ago, and when I was following him to the park to hang out, there was a car coming. I caught up to him and pushed him out of the way, but it was too late. The car hit us both. The rest is history, and it is part of the horrible tales I've heard of at school.