Manhattan Beach
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I'm hopelessly lost in my own thoughts. I'm trapped in my own mind. I lost everything that ever mattered to me the night my girlfriend drowned at Manhattan Beach. What kills me the most is that I could have prevented it from happening. Now I am forever haunted by the girl I love.
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