It isn't cool, Gray

In the manga we can see Gray smoking something I'm not sure if it's weed or a cig' so who knows. This is a short story told from the point of view of someone but you have to guess who. You are Juvia Lockser and instead of being clingy you are disconnected and cool. At least you try to be all those things yet when Gray comes around breathing is something you have to remind yourself to do. Gray takes you out to see some pretty neat stuff but not everything he is doing is cool.