The Reason for Living

(sneek peak of this story, it confusing but once you start to read the beginning of story you'll understand) "Why? WHY ME? out of all the people in this world you have to pick me God, i.i I'm just not..re..ady" I Stutter low to myself... I couldn't do this. I didn't know how my life turn into chaos. A year ago, the life i use to live in was going swell, I had a loving family, great friends but that one current Curly hair boy had to come into my life and ruined it.....R U I N E D.... RUINED!. Now Now it's not Harry Styles okay? Do we have a understanding? okay cool anyways back to my miserable story. The imagery of his stupid smirk plastered in his face ready to catch his next victim with those beautiful green eyes of his that for some reason I can't seem to get it him out of my mind it's like a horrifying memory you have that never goes away even if you tried to push it away it always be there ready to strike back when you least expected reminding you of the past. I'v- *THUMP*THUMP*THUMP* "OPEN THE DOOR NOW, YOUR NOT MAKING ANYTHING BETTER FOR YOURSELF SWEETHEART!!" the deep old man voice ringed across the room. My name is Carelle Skyes Watson 17 by the way. I'm not the mostly friendliest cheery person yeah I have insecurities but hey don't we all. You have to read my story in order to kinda understand it. Your about to enter my world and what you about to see isn't what is seem and it most current not what you expected at all welcome to my story were there's drama, depression, love and hated,violence,maybe intense scene a whole lot of twists and turns you name it. But don't say i warned ya