Through your veins.
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(SECOND BOOK!!! The first book is called 'into your veins' I suggests you read it or this book will not make sense ☺️ )
Sometimes you are so broken that when another tries to love you, you break yourself purposely before he can.
But maybe, just maybe.
There's something different about this one.
The disease is gone.
But now I have a hole in my chest and a coward standing in front of me with my heart in his blood covered hands.
And here comes another boy walking down the road calling out to me tales of how he will save me.
But I'm bleeding out, will he save me in time?
Will he save me at all?
Or is he just another fake?
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