Before I start to firstly I just want to say thank you for choosing this book to read and lose yourself in (I hope) and secondly this story is a stretched version of a real life event that went over 1 year of my life. P.S THE PARAGRAPH BELOW IS A PREVIEW.
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"I've been driving myself insane, making a complete fool of myself. I tried... I tried everything possible to save what we had. I'd like to say I'm okay with that, but I'm not. And I don't hate you because if I hate you I'd have nothing left and see that's the problem, you make me feel crazy, you make me feel like it's my fault... All I ever did was love you. I never thought the worst thing you would ever do, would be to me. Everyday I wonder why I ever fell for you? Why I fell in love with your insanity? Why I took the time out of my day to talk to you? I wonder why I was willing to change my whole fucking, god dam life for you. And the entire time all I've wanted to do is call you, and talk to you, and be with you. The saddest fucking part is... That I'm still in love with you, I'm still in love with your insanity, I'm still glad I took the time out of my day to talk to you... The most fucked up things is, that you don't even know, you don't even know how many night's I've cried over you, how much pain you made me feel, how my joy you made me feel... My heart was like glass, and I say was because there is no heart there anymore. But when it was there you broke it, into thousands of irreplaceable, un-fixable pieces. So thank you for everything you have done, it was a real eye opener... " Maddison said as she walked away, tears streaming down her face.
" Maddison wait!".
Gwen, desperate to feel something, kills someone. But she quickly learns that one kill is never enough. Can Gwen stop before she turns on her own family?
**INCLUDES BONUS BOOK - A CHILD CALLED WENDY**
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It was just an experiment. Simply kill one person to see what it felt like. See beauty in the moment of death. See if it filled the void within her. It didn't. Nor did it the next time. Or the next. Gwen is an ordinary person. Wife to Amanda. Mother to Grace and Alexandra. Suddenly, she is no longer ordinary as she finds herself battling her urges and demons before she hurts those closest to her. But is it already too late?
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**WATTY 2021 SHORLIST!**
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