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On the edge of holding on.

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Meet Ella Shevenor. She's a 17 year old scene YouTuber from Ohio.
But there are 2 sides of Ella in her life. 
One side is the happy, crazy, weirdo Ella she is around people and in front of the camera.
On the other side she is the sad, depressed, suicidal kid who's only wish at night is to die. 
Will she make it through the night? And what will happen when she meets her favourit YouTuber's?
Find out by reading the story.
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