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First Degree

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Reads 43,524
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Time 3h 49m

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I was used and abused... But they couldn't see that. I didn't look the same and my pride was gone.. But they didn't care. All they cared about was HIM. Yes.... HIM. You probably know HIM. HIM is HIM. And yes... I killed HIM.All Rights Reserved

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These Are My Confessions by Pharaohs_Love

These are my confessions to everything that I've done. When you read this I don't want you to look at me differently. I don't want your pity or any type of sympathy. See I knew what I signed up for when I entered the game. I choose this lifestyle and at one time I thought it was the best choice for me. I had access to any and everything. Don't be fooled though there is always a dark side. Nobody ever tells you about the price you have to pay when you are in my position. Everybody sees the good but, not the bad. The days you have to spend trying to cover your face with makeup. The different people you meet every night just to survive. The things you would go through just to get someone's attention. I guess you could say I did it for love. Only if you believe in that type of stuff. I would like to call my experience a high. It was pure ecstasy at first. The charming smile, expensive clothes, fancy dinners, nice vacations. Then it turns into a living hell you can't escape from. That's when people start showing their true colors. When lights go off there is a whole different side to a person. You could literally be sleeping next to the devil himself. 'Let's do this dirty laundry'

The Prince by Wp_scenarios

"𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊." "𝒜𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓎𝑜𝓊" I love him, but I shouldn't. Who would've thought I would ever say these words again. Especially, to the man that executed my lover. (NOT EDITED)

My Gang Leader #Wattys2016 by scarlett12112

Published in 2016 but took it down 2019! After many comments on republishing it, I decided to republish it! *COMPLETE *Need to Edit but read at your own risk* " You hide to many things" I said. "And" he said looking at me like I'm stupid. " I want answers " I told him. He smirked. I can't believe he actually smirked. He then started coming closer to me. He removed my hair from one side slowly. His cold rough hands touched my bear neck. I felt that vibe. He leaned into my ear, "If I told you my secret you would run far, far away from me" *-------------------------------------------------* I had everything that a girl could want. I always smiled and laughed. My life was complete with my parents, best friends, siblings and lots of love that I could even imagine, but I was missing something in my life and that was 'True Love'. I had never fallin' in love or been near love. I never felt that spark or fireworks in my stomach when I was with a guy, and that was until I felt that one connection with "him". I fell in love with him but there was a problem, he was a Gang Leader; dangerous and very controlling. No one would let me be with him, but that didn't stop him. My Gang Leader

Unmask by mona_leighsah

"You trust me, don't you?" he says with a smile, that smile. It had fooled everyone, even me at some point, and for the first time I want to scream with rage and shake the earth to the core. "Give me a hug," he says pulling me out of the chair that feels like a rock underneath me. I am as stiff as a board as his hands circle me, making me feel worse than dirt. His hands reach between my thighs and I want to plunge a knife deep through his chest. The only thing stopping me is, the knife is no where near. I pull back and I don't try to hide the anger in my eyes. I want him to see it. To know that I am coming for him. Rape is chanted repeatedly in my mind, reminding of the lies I just told and the false accusations I am throwing on innocent people. He's probably figured it out anyways, surely a Priest as high as he cannot be deceived. But none of that matters anymore because...... This is just the Beginning.

Don't Chase Me by XTakeMeToWanderlandX

“Chrystal, don’t chase me” he stated and then started to walk off. “But I love you” I called after him. He didn’t even stop, didn’t turn, didn’t acknowledge me at all. I stood there humiliated and heart broken. How could he do this to me? I actually thought somewhere in my heart that he loved me…

.Firefly. by ana124654

All of the things he just did and said to me were going over my head and I wasn't listening to anything or paying attention to anything that was happening in front of me because I was so out of it that it took me a little while to realize what he said. Would he kill me? Would he kill the love of his life? Or was it not the love of his life to begin with but he told me he loved me? Was he a liar? In the back of my mind, he knew he was a liar from the very beginning but I stayed with him because I thought the way he was treating me was ok and that everything would go back to normal the next day or the next day but that never happened. It lasted for almost four years of my life and when I finally got away from him it was the best thing I've ever done in my whole twenty-one years of life. I got away from someone who never loved me, to begin with. He just wanted to control something he thought loved him. And I'm talking about a person being treated like something and not a human being. They saw me as a set and not a human.

Shadows Of the Past by KenzieD00

I thought my past was behind me, little did I know it would come back to haunt me. I was taken and abused as a child, never again. Now I'm the one labelled the villain. I don't spare bad people, I kill them, and I love it. I thought I could trust the men who made me fall so hard for them, I just couldn't see past the lies. Once again, I'm reminded you can never judge a book by its cover.

Love & War by PrincessBrooklyn

When I Met Him I Thought Nothing Else In This World Would Matter ❤️ but As We Started To Grow & Build There Are Something's That I Realized About Myself That I Never Thought Would Be What Made Me Who I Am Today & That's When I Realized He ain't Who He Claim Himself to Be 💯🤞🏾

Abused by One Alpha Mate, Lied to by Another Alpha Mate by HoplessRomantic14

"You are mine and belong to no one else" he sneered in my face "You're wrong" I mumbled turning my head away "You are my toy and I use you when I want" he smirked "But you-I-I'm your mate! You're supposed to love me and care for me not fuck around with other girls and have me whenever you want!" I screamed. His smirk fell and was replaced by a scowl. He lifted his hand and I flinched back awaiting the slap. But all I heard was a growl and a grunt of pain. I opened my eyes and there he was. The man I felt an indescribable connection to. It wasn't until he turned to me, his golden eyes meeting my teal ones that I realised what connection I held with him. Mate! My wolf howled Another one!? I thought to myself, gasping Serenity Harper is a werewolf, but she's not just any werewolf. She's the mate to the alpha of the second strongest pack in the world. She's an extremely rare silver wolf and she's super kind. But her life isn't perfect. It's far from it actually. Her pack hates her and has ever since the death of her whole family believing she is the cause towards it. Her own mate refuses to announce that she is his mate and even went through the trouble of ordering her to keep her mouth shut about it! But that's not even the worst of it. Her mate abuses and rapes her repeatedly. You would think after all her suffering she would crack and kill herself... and she was going to... until she meets the mysterious Xander. He's alpha to the strongest pack in the world and a good natured leader. What is the connection Serenity feels between the two. Its that of a mate bond only slightly stronger. So what happens when everything she ever knew was a lie and she finds love elsewhere. But not far after love do you find betrayals... {SEQUEL: The Beautiful Killer}

2.3 | Saving Amber ✔️ by littletroublemaker_

"I don't know who I am anymore," I whispered, staring into the distance sadly. I was fed up with feeling like this. I was like a lost puppy who couldn't navigate its way back home. It was pathetic. I didn't even know if I had a home anymore. Would my life always be like this? Would I ever feel content? Safe? His gorgeous amber eyes softened in sympathy. It was almost as if he hated seeing me like this. But why? Why did he care? He didn't even know me. "I do," He said, determinedly. "Give me a chance and I will show you." *** They say love can survive anything but can it survive this?

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These Are My Confessions

These are my confessions to everything that I've done. When you read this I don't want you to look at me differently. I don't want your pity or any type of sympathy. See I knew what I signed up for when I entered the game. I choose this lifestyle and at one time I thought it was the best choice for me. I had access to any and everything. Don't be fooled though there is always a dark side. Nobody ever tells you about the price you have to pay when you are in my position. Everybody sees the good but, not the bad. The days you have to spend trying to cover your face with makeup. The different people you meet every night just to survive. The things you would go through just to get someone's attention. I guess you could say I did it for love. Only if you believe in that type of stuff. I would like to call my experience a high. It was pure ecstasy at first. The charming smile, expensive clothes, fancy dinners, nice vacations. Then it turns into a living hell you can't escape from. That's when people start showing their true colors. When lights go off there is a whole different side to a person. You could literally be sleeping next to the devil himself. 'Let's do this dirty laundry'