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The One I'm Not (Twenty One Pilots)

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Reads 43,838
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Time 3h 18m

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It's like breathing in as much air as you possibly can, and not wanting to exhale it all. Holding it in, how can a heavy soul be in that much control over itself? Tyler Joseph thought about that a lot, especially in his writing. How can he be in control of a soul so dirty? So broken. So heartless. All he wanted was to be known but by who?
  
  Joshua Dun thought the same in a sense. He found safety in something he didn't have in his loving household: his drums. He'd go to the local record store, check out the music, and play their drums until he was kicked out. Only to be left alone with no outlet for the rest of his day. He wanted to be known too, but by who?
  
  *Possible heavy stuff: Read with care*
  
  Stay Alive |-/
  
  (Cover is done by the wonderful @domismymuse! ^-^)All Rights Reserved

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