A young woman who was always the life of the party, quick to tell a joke, always smiling and happy, tragically dies at age 23. What her mother found after her death reflected a much different young woman, her poetry. Her words showed a young woman crying out to feel loved, wanted, beautiful and worthy. Struggling to accept herself as the wonderful, happy, beautiful young woman everyone else saw her as. Her words reflect the pain and torment she allowed another to cause her. It is her mother's most heart felt desire to reach even one young person struggling to accept themselves. To encourage them to open up and talk to someone, to know they are never alone, to know their feelings are validated. She also hopes to reach a mother that perhaps feels her daughter is perfect and completely in charge of her life, as mothers often do. After reading her poetry, hopefully it will facilitate conversation, confirm unconditional love and help to end words that a mother never hears. I am her mother and these are her words.
"I know that sometimes for people,
I feel like too much;
But let me kiss away the phantom pain that the scars remind you of,
Let me kiss the burns on your hands,
From when you touched the burning fire within my soul.
Let me show you that yes,
I am too much.
I am too much,
to be let go."
Highest Ranking in Love Poetry: #1
Highest Ranking in Poetry: #52
Number 73 in the 2017 Literary Awards
Miscellaneous poems with flower images.
Completed 12/21/16
My 1st poetry book.