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Learning To Fall

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What are you supposed to hold onto when you have nothing? 
I've been asking myself this my whole life. 
Why? Because I have nothing. I am nothing. I'm just a girl who's been molded into my mother's little robot. 
Maybe I'll have something by the end of this.Alle rechten voorbehouden

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