Soul Suckers -ON HOLD-
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ON HOLD!!!!---
Have you ever felt as if you've lost all hope of living...Have you ever felt as if someone or something is painfully, and carelessly sucking the life out of you, every second of your sad little existence...It's dark, it's painful, & it's lonely in here...We have been here for who knows how long...yet it feels as time has frozen in its tracks...it's a cruel joke that god decided to play on us...we are innocent, we are small...but we are strong...I am tired of being here, with no hope, with only sadness, and pain, and nothing more. I'm tired of hearing the voices, the whispers. I'm tired of feeling their terrible purpose in life...why us? I don't want this anymore...my soul is disappearing, and i am becoming just a memory in the vast eternal depths of time. The line has been drawn. Enough, is enough...this is not the life i wanted, or that we wanted...it's time to escape from the Soul Suckers.
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