Trust ( One Direction ) EDITING
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You know that feeling when you feel like you actually can go a day without crying and hurting yourself? Well that's exactly when everything goes wrong again. It's like I'm afraid to be happy, because when I am, Something bad will happen. I know what it's like to be bullied, cry yourself to sleep every night, to have parents that doesn't care and not to mention a sister that started it all. I used to tell myself. ' Never ever trust anyone ' and I guess I believed it for a while. That was until I moved in with Ashley. She changed me, In a good way. She made me believe that maybe, maybe I can trust some people. But I am scared. Scared to get hurt, so hurt that i will never be able to fix again.
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