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Is This A Dream?

Leituras 436
Votos 25
Capítulos 13
Tempo 1h 26m

Leituras 436
Votos 25
Capítulos 13
Tempo 1h 26m

When you're 16 everything seems to feel like it's falling apart, When things get hard even your friends feel like they aren't there for you but a band? Well that's a different story. Age is just a number but what about Love? What is it? Some may say it's complete bullshit but others just want to find it. What happens when 2 internet best friends collide with there favourite band...... Read to find out.Todos os Direitos Reservados

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Upside down crush, de Elliejey

I admit I'm a quiet girl,but who cares? I hang with my best friends who loves to mingle with people while I don't. Until I met a certain guy who makes me feel so popular and so open. I try to avoid him,scared of being hurt. Guys who promises not to break their heart but still does. I tolerated this guy in a few months but now,I won't. If I ever fall for him then let me be,but what if he won't fall for me? I would look like a total fool of myself. I admit I'm one of the popular guys. I've never been struck by a girl before,well not like this.my world has turned around when I met her. I have this feeling when I'm around her,I'm not this popular dude.I feel so closed and private when I'm with her.I am truly scared to confess my feelings,what if she won't love me back? I'm not a player and will never be.what if she will know and would reject me? I would not love a girl like her anymore

Veronica's Story, de MissShantiBaby

I'm only 17 and got the weight on the world on my shoulders. I'm struggling to do good in school, keep a job, and find a place to live. I ain't got no parents, never knew my dad and my mama ain't shit. It's a hard situation for me. Don't know what the next hour will bring me. Scared that I'll walk into the wrong place at the wrong time. Well they say everything happens for a reason. Maybe something greater awaits me ? Excuse any errors !!!

Love x 2, de user43759793

I've always felt that I was different. When I realised I liked men, I thought oh' this is why. But no I still felt different. I love music and have learnt to play the guitar and play the piano. When I was younger, I had two best friends they were twins and lived just down the road to me. They moved away when I was 10 saying "they'd be back" that was nearly 8 years ago and I'm still waiting. People think I'm weak and I get beaten up on a regular bases. I'm not weak though, I just don't care if they hit me or not. They mean nothing to me, but if they are bullying me they are leaving others alone. I heal quickly anyway. The one thing that gets me is the feeling of being different. Just why do I feel different from every other loser in this school? What happens when Kyle realises, why he feels different? When the twins come back into his life is he ready to embrace that difference? How will his bullies react when he finally fights back?

for my consideration, de onthislove

nothing in my life has ever been mine, any of my choices, my favourite things, the people i've been with, my body that somehow seems to belong to someone else, anyone else. it's all my fault though, i was meant to fight it, i never should've let myself fill the mold that was laid out for me. now it's too late, i ruined the first real relationship i had, one that showed me and everyone who ever underestimated my desire for commitment, mainly my parents, to have no fear. i can settle down. well, i thought i could at least for the past two years, not anymore. so i chose to invest all of me into something bigger and now i'm in the waiting room of a company where i applied for the job i want to be mine. i didn't listen to anyone else's input, i didn't really let them weigh in, the decision is mine. after further consideration, that's not the full truth, maybe i no longer want to be hired for this position if it means it could also be hers. the woman i met in the bathroom earlier. our conversation barely took a few minutes, but it was enough to make me wish i never started it, to make me want to erase everything i've put into this since submitting my CV. the way she carried herself and how composed she seemed, especially compared to me at that moment, were stronger than the illusion of sympathy and comfort she radiated. i hate when i can't read people and she is an example of the reason. it causes me to feel weak and that's how she must've perceived me, which is why it's the way i currently see myself. everything is, in fact, going down the drain. she might have as well chose to spit in my face with her perfect mouth. i imagine it would feel less degrading than the cold stare and apathetic words. i probably would've thanked her. that's fucked up, isn't it? i shouldn't even be thinking about her right now. i'll never see her again. disclaimer: description of an abusive relationship (not the one between the main characters), other sensitive topics such as grief.

Save Me, de hayley_renee

I never felt wanted - or loved for that matter - since I was little. You see my parents divorced when I was little, if you consider my dad running out on us a divorce. Then yes, they were divorced. It wasn't until years later that my mom stopped looking at me. She told me "it was all my fault" that dad left and after a while, I began to believe her. As I grew older I found my mom's love for me had vanished. That's when I changed. I felt that if my own mother couldn't love me, then who could. Over the course of time I changed everything about myself. I changed my whole wardrobe, my hairstyle, even my body. I changed so much, that by the age of sixteen, I lost my virginity to a boy who was just using me. I cried myself to sleep for months after that - I still do. Time has passed and I still pretend that I'm not bothered by other girls' remarks about me. How they call me a “whore” and “worthless”. I put up with it all because I think - no, I know - it's true. I'm seventeen now and I feel myself drowning in a pool of my problems. I need to be saved: Not from my past, but from myself.

Something More... (Jacksepticeye x Reader), de MJandJSElover

You and your best friend meet up with Jack for his 26th Birthday. But after having a blast and cake at his place, he notices you. Your friend senses something's up. You tell her it's nothing, but it's really something more...

Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️, de ZaynismRules

***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences*** In which she looks for the purpose of life. Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible. With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness? * "So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit. His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that" "What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears. "Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek. I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place. "I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again. Why? There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add. Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.

A Thousand Lies (crimson harbor book 3), de rosiedieee

*BOOK THREE, INTERCONNECTED SERIES, NOT A STAND ALONE* JETT- When I was in high school I lived for one thing and that was adrenaline, motorcycles, fast cars, getting in trouble with the law and putting all my time into football. Even if that meant sneaking around with the meanest girl in school. From going over to each other's houses to finish a project, from me falling for her so hard it almost cost me everything. Now I'm starting my junior at college after the most fucked up year and trying to go back to normal. Or at least I'm trying to go back to normal, but Nicole has wriggled her way back into my life. Anywhere I went, she was there, annoying me, taunting me, every time I tell myself I don't care about her anymore, but it was so hard to keep lying to myself, especially when it looked like she still did too. NICOLE- When people use to hear my name, they would practically bow in awe, now they cower in disgust thanks to my dad. In high school it might have looked like I was on top, I was a cheerleader dating the quarterback, always put together and most importantly I always looked happy. But in reality I was drowning from my crazy dad's control, taking my anger out on anyone I could, dating someone I hated and was sneaking around with his teammate because he was the only one who could made me feel like a person. But in typical Nicole Salem fashion I screwed that up, or more like I was forced to screw it up. Now I was a junior in college, the whole town of Crimson Harbor hated me, I was a working as a stripper, my dad was dead, my mom didn't talk to me and I was free from acting perfect all the time. I have friends who love me and support but yet I still feel utterly alone. But as much as I was free, there was still one person who could bend me and I would let him, Jett. He hates me that isn't a secret but if he hates me so much why was there moments where he cared?

Bringing Back The Past (complete) , de Simple_Living_Female

A girl, A boy, A friendship turns into something more, And a forced breakup that nobody wanted A few years ago everything was perfect for these two 16 year olds they're only worry was each other They try to forget what happens but you can't forget love after collage comes what will there fate will feelings return or were they never lost The first few chapter are shit but it gets better give my book a try please and I hope you like it

Normal, de anxious_queer_person

Nova is a girl who has been bullied for not being normal, and as a result tries her best to be "normal". This ends up pushing the people she cares about away, and she uncovers something new about herself that she hates. ------- Normal. What does it mean to be normal? Other people always seem to know what it means to be normal, but I can never figure it out. "Why can't you just be normal?" Those six words ring over and over and over again in my head every single day of my life. It feels like every part of me is being ripped apart piece by piece whenever I hear those words in my head, and I don't know how to make it stop. What is so wrong about my life, that tears run down my cheeks every single night? What is so wrong about me. ⚠️This story contains abuse, self harm, homophobia(I think, I haven't read this in a while), and bullying. If you are not comfortable with any of these topics, please don't read.⚠️

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Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️ cover

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Bringing Back The Past (complete) cover

Upside down crush

I admit I'm a quiet girl,but who cares? I hang with my best friends who loves to mingle with people while I don't. Until I met a certain guy who makes me feel so popular and so open. I try to avoid him,scared of being hurt. Guys who promises not to break their heart but still does. I tolerated this guy in a few months but now,I won't. If I ever fall for him then let me be,but what if he won't fall for me? I would look like a total fool of myself. I admit I'm one of the popular guys. I've never been struck by a girl before,well not like this.my world has turned around when I met her. I have this feeling when I'm around her,I'm not this popular dude.I feel so closed and private when I'm with her.I am truly scared to confess my feelings,what if she won't love me back? I'm not a player and will never be.what if she will know and would reject me? I would not love a girl like her anymore