I wasn’t sure what I was doing there. All I knew is that I needed to be in that place in that time. I needed to see him one more time before he ran off. Things between us was a completely mess, we were fighting the whole time, for stupid things most of the time. I am devastated right now. What was I thinking?! I should‘t be here in my room staring at the ceiling wondering all the went wrong. I stayed the whole time inside my car, watching him go away from me, to some place in England. He didn’t see me there, he was busy putting his bags on the car. I followed him until the airport and I’m not ashamed of it. My friends are all saying “Let it go” “ He is not good enough for you” “You were right”… I was so wrong, I am so wrong!
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