Do You Hate Me Now? (boyxboy)
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Last published Sun, Jul 19, 2015
"Hey Jake?" I asked quietly.
"Yeah?" he replied.
"I think-" I paused and took a deep breath. "I think I'm in love with you."
Silence was my only reply. I looked over to see if I could tell how he was feeling about this, but his face was as blank as a new canvas. I looked away from him, not wanting to see the hate and disgust that was sure to be on his face in a few moments once he realized what I had said. The thought of him hating me was too much and I could feel the sting of tears at the back of my eyes. I let out a shaky breath and asked the one thing that, depending on the answer, could literally make or break me.
"Do you hate me now?"
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Jake Ryan and Kade Heart have been best friends since they could walk. They did everything together, they're the schools less famous Cake with a K, but one day something changes between them. One day, sopmething in Kade just clicks into place and Jake is not just his best friend anymore, he's also the love of his life.
How do you tell your best friend that you love him without it all going to hell? Easy.
You don't.
With the onslaught of new feelings and these thoughts running through his mind, Kade decides to try to ignore Jake to get rid of the feelings that, in his mind, will no doubt ruin his whole friendship, but Jake is not the type of guy who will let people ignore him without knowing the reason why. So when Jake confronts him and asks what's going on with him, what will he do? Will he lie about it and blame it on stress or tell Jake the truth about his feelings,knowing it can lead nowhere when his best friend is totally straight... Or is he?
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