The Survivor
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Ongoing14m
Last published Wed, Jul 15, 2015
Life?what comes to your mind when you hear this word.Well for me its pretty much bullies,pain and an uncle.I'm Ciara,if you want to know about my shitty life,read on.
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"How could you,i cannot believe you could do such a hideous thing"
just as these words left my mouth,i heard a gunshot and then a couple more and in that moment i wished i was the one with the bullet in my stomach not her.
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