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What If I Jump?

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Reads 87
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*Trigger warning: Suicide, self harm, eating disorders, mention of mental disorders, abuse, addiction
*If you are struggling with thoughts of suicide/self harm, please reach out to the National Suicide Prevention Line 1-800-273-8255 . You are not alone, it is okay to seek help.

Following Ella's death, family and friends learn what it is like to truly grieve. Through the perspective of others, her mark on others begins to show. Her memory carries on through the countless stories of what it is like to be in another person's shoes.All Rights Reserved

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Excerpts of A Chaotic Mind by Emotional_Cookies

Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. The thoughts and emotions I battle and the imaginary scenarios I dream up sometimes. Think of this is as my own public diary. . I will warn there are some themes surrounding mental health, self harming thoughts and actions, and talk of traumatising events. Please check tags for trigger warnings.

Countdown by RadioSpirit

Back in middle school, Grace Archer was okay. She had a few close friends, great grades, and something that if you looked hard enough, kind of even resembled self-esteem. But after starting a private high school on a scholarship, she fell face first into an terrifyingly intense depression that threatened to swallow her whole- and to make things worse, she has no goddamn idea where it came from. She's badly bullied, and those old friends are gone now. But Grace has a plan- she's going to kill herself on her fifteenth birthday in three weeks. She's got it all planned out- there was this article she read where a guy committed suicide by drinking drain cleaner, so she'll get drunk on warm, hard booze and do that. Simple, right? Not exactly. Cover made by @MarqNorell

Difficult Times (Jemily) by Simp_For_Milfs

(I wrote this story when I was in 8th grade so don't hate me for it, I know it's pretty bad but I was proud of it. So just warning you.) Jj is having a hard time at home, Will is abusive to her and no one on the team knows. She has been struggling a lot but she won't open up to anyone. She wondered if she should open up to her best friend Emily but she is scared of what she might think of her. (Jemily story) (Trigger warning will be announced in the beginning of a chapter is something happens or if something is talked about) Please note I do not own these characters Completed.

The Broken Road (18+) by LaurenPopster99

Trapped in an abusive marriage, Jenny reminisces about past loves and the journey that led her to her husband. When Jenny can't take anymore abuse, she needs to find a way out, resorting to dangerous choices, that will haunt her forever. Would she ever be able to fall in love again? Could she move on after the abuse? Would this broken road lead her somewhere she would finally be able to be happy again? WARNING Contains very mature and disturbing themes throughout, including graphic sex, violence, abuse and rape. For mature audiences only. Do not read if this could be triggering for you.

Crashing Love [COMPLETE/PUBLISHED] by MikaelaKoehler

After hearing of her mother's car accident, Willow's life falls apart. She has to watch her mother's casket be lowered into the ground and then watch her father shut out the world from himself. Also having to deal with the constant struggles of being a high school student, she has to deal with people who don't get their way. With her father out of the picture, she turns to the only other people on the planet that care for her as much as her parents did. With the help of his parents, Elijah Reed keeps Willow's mother's memory alive by telling Willow about her mother and father's love story. Not only to help her move on but to help her realize that love comes in the most unexpected places. That place is waiting right in front of her. Elijah Reed watched the person that he loved, which just happens to be his best friend, crumble before his eyes. He watched the person that was the happiest, brightest person become someone who asked why they weren't the one who died that day. Maybe one day, he will be the one who saves her from herself. Maybe one day, she will love him as he loves her. Maybe one day, he will watch the light come back into Willow's eyes. Maybe just maybe... "Everyone has to fight their demons but they can't always do it alone." "Sometimes love comes in unexpected places, but I found mine with him." "I will always love you, even if you aren't here." // Watty's 2019 Submission COMING SOON TO PAPERBACK/EBOOK NOTE: Mentions of suicide. This is not taken lightly and is not meant to be a joke whatsoever. If you have thoughts of harming yourself, please seek help. US suicide hotline: 1-800-273-8255

Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

Dear Dawson by alligatorfood

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party girl by 0verly0bsessed

jayden was always throwing a party at his and marcos shared house. every time they'd see a small brunette, she was always off by herself and never came with anyone. marcos gave her the name party girl after seeing her every time they threw a party. one night marcos saw party girl passed out on one of his couches, a group of guys watching her weird. marcos steps in and takes the brunette up to his room and took care of her until she came back to her senses. what he didn't know is that his gesture didn't only save her from that group of guys, but also her abusive home life. ------ this book has very dark themes, implied incest and rape that is bought up a few times throughout the book. this is my first time writing something this dark, but if you aren't triggered by those themes i'd really appreciate if you just gave the book a chance!

Addicted by BD_Connoll

"You have no idea how badly I want to make love to you," he responds with a shake of his head. "I love you so much," he continues and my heart melts. "I love you," I whisper back. "Okay, I'm going to make love to you now, Angel. It will hurt a little, so let me know if it hurts too much," he says and leans down to kiss me. "I'll be gentle," he tells me. Keeping his eyes locked on mine he shifts his hips forward slightly and enters inside of me. My mouth widens as he enters, and I feel a slight pinch. He was right, it does hurt, but it's not terrible. "Christ! You're the sun!" he calls out. I watch his face crumble. He buries his face in my neck and then he's above me again, his hands on my cheeks again. ... For 20 year old Alison Scott, love was never something she deemed herself worthy of. Not until he came along. With his tousled brown hair, lean muscular body and smile that ignited everything south of her body; he was unbearably attractive and intimidating to Alison. She thought he could never be interested in someone like her, until he was. Was living in the same household together with someone you want and need such a great idea? As they embark on this journey together, Alison discovers her own desires as well as all the secrets Isaac keeps. You will become addicted to Addicted. Warning: 'Addicted' contains graphic depiction of violence, sexuality, strong language, mature themes, and drug references. Reader Discretion is advised. BOOK 1: ADDICTED BOOK 2: CRAVED (in the making)

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Excerpts of A Chaotic Mind

Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. The thoughts and emotions I battle and the imaginary scenarios I dream up sometimes. Think of this is as my own public diary. . I will warn there are some themes surrounding mental health, self harming thoughts and actions, and talk of traumatising events. Please check tags for trigger warnings.