What If I Jump?
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*Trigger warning: Suicide, self harm, eating disorders, mention of mental disorders, abuse, addiction
*If you are struggling with thoughts of suicide/self harm, please reach out to the National Suicide Prevention Line 1-800-273-8255 . You are not alone, it is okay to seek help.
Following Ella's death, family and friends learn what it is like to truly grieve. Through the perspective of others, her mark on others begins to show. Her memory carries on through the countless stories of what it is like to be in another person's shoes.
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