"Pain and Lies"

Should I smile 'cause we're friends? Or should I cry 'cause being friends is all we're gonna be?
One thing I know for sure is that guys are only good and amazing at first. To the fact that they don't last 'cause I know that they only play along. They're cowards for short. That's what I thought after what has happened in my life. Happiness was there earlier then pains struck me later. I just hope there was someone who could change my bitterness and will prove to me what a sincere person is.