He loves me, He loves me not

I like him, no scratch that, I think I love him. My best friend. My perfect best friend. Even with our situation, even if I know, he'll never love me back. No, don't tell me he'll eventually learn to love me because you don't know us, you don't know him.

So as I'm about to finish this childish game of luck, I fervently wish that the last petal would fall on "He loves me" and not "He loves me not".