Do you know what you have?(A roc royal love story rated PG-13)

You know how they say that love can make you do some crazy things, well it's true. How would you feel if your man denied your own child and 5 minutes later walk out the door and never come back until 2 years later. Yeah, horrible right? Like, this asshole finally decides to come back and try and act like nothing ever happened. But i started to fall back in love with him and eventually we married, but it was all a mistake because i actually thought that he changed but i was all wrong. He cheated on me and still does, but the funny this is...im still with him and love him, usually, i would have no more feelings for him and say hes a heartless, cold, bastard, but theres something thats keeping me from saying that to him but i dont know what it is. Maybe ill eventually find out and maybe i never will...