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These Damn Hidden Desires (BoyXBoy)

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Reads 5,305
Votes 188
Parts 6
Time 31m

daydreamforever

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(18+ Yaoi drama still in progress)

"So many disturbing childhood memories I can't get over. They affect my life to the point I can't go out in public without my skin turning to horripilation, everything disgusts me, I can't possibly trust anyone. The thought of myself makes my stomach churn, I'm a terrible excuse for a human. "

Shionari Yokotomha, disappointed in life. Abused, Blackmailed, Betrayed and Pushed around to the edge... Will he fall? 

Tag along for the journey~
WARNING: sexual content, profanity and other things you may find disturbing. (Weak hearted/sensitive readers please stay away)All Rights Reserved

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$Once in a Lifetime {BxB English} by Iris_Hayley$

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Love me, Dominate me, Or both (mxb) by DawnlyDawn

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A Script from the Peony War | manxman | by JosslynWho

| ManxMan | - Fantasy, Romance - Strong SEXUAL Content | A small collection of stories telling of certain events linked to the start and duration of the Peony War. Upon a continent riddled with histories of conflict, passion, romance, mystery, and so much more, we'll take a closer look at a select few whose lives were affected by the Peony War. Knights clad in armor, hopeful Princes, iron-fisted Kings, mystical beings, and lovers whose hearts longed for the end; each Script will tell a tale of its own, whether it ends in love or tragedy, the records have yet to tell. | WARNING of tragedy, mature, sexual content, and depictions of blood and death |

(BoyxBoy) Behind everything unspoken by HariGudsir

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Just love me, please? (mxm/bxb) [Completed] by tasja1993Dane

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JOCK CRUSHED ME BACK -(NERD X JOCK)- ✔ by monstersmut

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Out of reasons (M×M) ✔ by sweetcaressesofmay

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ECHOES OF LOVE by miss_mann001

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High Tide (BL) by OnlyoneJoJo

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