These Damn Hidden Desires (BoyXBoy)
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Last published Sun, Apr 16, 2017
(18+ Yaoi drama still in progress)
"So many disturbing childhood memories I can't get over. They affect my life to the point I can't go out in public without my skin turning to horripilation, everything disgusts me, I can't possibly trust anyone. The thought of myself makes my stomach churn, I'm a terrible excuse for a human. "
Shionari Yokotomha, disappointed in life. Abused, Blackmailed, Betrayed and Pushed around to the edge... Will he fall?
Tag along for the journey~
WARNING: sexual content, profanity and other things you may find disturbing. (Weak hearted/sensitive readers please stay away)
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