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Suicidal: an nerdy girl X Emo Boy novel

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What would you do if the person you loved was the outcast, the freak, the emo? 

Amanda Roberts learned first hands what that feels like. She was always the grade A not so sporty nerd at Malcolm H. Ford high school. She has been picked on her whole for what happened 4 years ago.

Her father got drunk and went on a rampage in his vehicle. Almost killing 4 people. She has no friends and no family besides her dad who is in prison for another 26 years. 

Micheal Davis was never a great kid. He's done track for years and might get a scholarship to N.C. State. Except one thing. He try's to hide it but he has self harmed since he was 9 and is trying to kill him self. No one wants him at the school anymore besides his 'group' of other outcast and emos/goths. 

What will happen when the two meet in the most unlucky of places, the boys locker room? Find out in  Suicidal: an nerdy girl X Emo Boy novel!All Rights Reserved

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