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Struggles of My Younger Self( On Hold) #Wattys2015

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allah bridalkidnapping faith friend hardships hometown kidnap struggles

"Do you accept Sherdil Khan as your husband and life partner? If you agree say I accept Sherdil Khan as my husband and life partner," the imam instructed me.

I was silent. What should I do? Should I really accept this? I will be the wife of a kidnapper.

A feeling of cold metal on the side of my head is what pulled me out of my thoughts.

"Come on girl. We don't have all day," Khan growled at me.

Silence.

Do I really have a choice? Do I really get to say yes or no? The cold metal on my head and the growling man in front of me says otherwise.

"I said SAY YES!" Khan came towards me and pulled my hair back with so much force that I felt it pulling out of their roots.

I really don't have a choice. I have to give in.

"I accept Sherdil Khan as my husband and life partner," I said with as much courage as I could muster - I didn't want to lose it in front of them. I wasn't a weak girl, I had to be strong.

"Do you accept Zahra Ilyas as your wife and life partner? If you agree say I accept Zahra Ilyas as my wife and life partner," imam asked the guy sitting opposite me.

Without wasting a second he gave his approval. This was it. I am now married. I am married to a kidnapper.





*All the events in this story are my pure imagination or a little from  a story i once heard(which i don't know is true or not).

*May contain violence.Read on your own risk.


Author: malu295
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