Fangirl: Prologue
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I hate my life. I hate everything about it. I didn't kill myself only because of One Direction. They inspired me to e true to myself. My dad is dead and my mom is trying her best in life. Even though I cut, I always stop myself before I become unconscious, so I guess I'm good to go. I'm bullied, I go to therapists but all they do is butt into my own personal biz. I guess you could call me your average fangirl.
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