"It's not that I'm scared of dying, but that I am terrified of not living...." 17 year old Samantha James went to a low funding school where if you didn't play a sport you were very irrelevant . Being in Theatre didn't really help with the whole popularity situation. She dreamed of the day when she would have the spot-light on her. That day however happened a lot sooner than she expects and for all the wrong reasons. What happens when one person hides their biggest secret from everyone including their best friend? What happens when a mysterious boy with electric blue eyes learns the secret she tried so hard to conceal?