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Lia's perfect life came crushing down in one night. Now, three years later... The happy, bubbly, easy-go-lucky, beautiful little girl she once was, transformed into a hard, cold, traumatized twenty year old young woman. Not even her family's unconditional love can bring her back from the darkness. 

She's now content to be the broken, damaged girl. But when the past threatens to harm her again, it will take one man to protect her. 

Nate Matthews is a trained Special Ops agent. He is the BEST at what he does, and that is why he is brought in, to protect her from the threat looming over her. His job is to work as an undercover agent, posing as Lia's fiancé. 

But can he protect his heart from the girl who was left broken and angry?

What will it take to break through the hard, cold interior, Lia has built around her over the years? Can Nate save her? Or is too late?  She's also got her secrets. And one of them could destroy her relationship with Nate. 

Will he be able to accept Lia once he knows her secret?

Find out in Alive with Me.All Rights Reserved

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Mission: Undercover by ann2ktheauthor

📖Featured by @adultfiction on "Kills and Thrills" reading list📖 Previously known as "Undercover: Fake Identity" *** "What are you running away from, Vanessa?" he asked, looking at her with deep, dark eyes. Those icy yet fiery eyes. And hers. Hers, full of tears, flashed in the darkness. "I'll tell you everything the day I'm ready to lose you." *** Vanessa Blake, also known to some as X, is a professional assassin whose services the Main National Intelligence Agency Special Operations Division often uses in certain and special cases. Whether outright eliminating a target or working undercover, she executes every task with precision and unmatched ability. What she doesn't suspect, however, is that her latest assignment will change her life completely. Going undercover into the life of the handsome billionaire Cole Willker will confront her with a constant struggle with waves of feelings unknown to her. Their damaged souls, fighting their demons, will collide, and one epic love will be born. *** Mysteries, secrets, conspiracies. Action, drama, romance. Friendships, love, hate, denial. A story about one big, explosive love. Love that changes. People. Fates. Worlds. Love that comes where no one expected it. Where no one believed it could even exist. *** * Dark Romance * Mature themes * Strong language * Murders, gore, and violence descriptions

If you only knew... by alyedizzygirl

In a world filled with danger and betrayal, Ana Rose embarks on a new journey as a secret agent. Although she has a loving family and a supportive fiancé, she feels that something is missing in her life. Her thirst for adventure and desire to push her boundaries lead her to join the prestigious Black Veil company. Her life takes a dramatic turn when she is unexpectedly paired with a strikingly beautiful and mysterious young man for their missions. From the moment they meet, an intense desire ignites within her, leaving her breathless. Her untamed spirit and daring attitude harmoniously intertwine with his shy, reserved nature, creating a captivating connection that draws them irresistibly together. As they tackle dangerous challenges side by side, an unbreakable bond forms between them. Their playful banter only serves to amplify the undeniable chemistry, pushing their partnership beyond the confines of mere co-workers. Caught in a storm of emotions, Ana struggles with the reality of her intensifying feelings. Are these emotions just a fleeting passion, a powerful attraction, or something deeper? Meanwhile, guilt gnaws at her conscience, reminding her of the possessive fiancé waiting for her at home. Faced with a choice between a stable life and the potential of following her heart, she must decide: will she embrace the unknown, or will she suppress her desires to maintain the comfortable life she has built with her fiancé?

Those Hollow Lies by geeKim

In "She Doesn't Exist" a teenage boy's life was thrown upside down and inside out when he met Rosaline Harman and wound up with a secret life and a broken heart. Three years after the girl he loved was buried, Russell Duvall finds his life almost back to normal. He's moved on from his time as an agent for the Underground Quarter and is now a college student living with his girlfriend, Bethany, a government analyst. Thoughts of the murderess who had captured his heart still fill his mind daily and although he won't mention her to anyone, Russell knows that Rosaline will always be in his heart, no matter where his life takes him. Content with the normal life, Russell expects destiny to run its course and take him down the same path as so many others; the path with a wife, a family and a career and he's more than happy with that ideal, already imagining family life and the dream of growing old happily. However, when a familiar black motorbike and its rider appear to be following him everywhere, Russell starts to wonder whether his mind is playing tricks on him or whether the ghosts of his past really are wandering about the city. Soon, the reality of the perfect country he lives in is shattered and his freedom compromised when an old friend becomes the centre of a government investigation in which the penalty is death. Russell finds himself falling back into the dark, dangerous world that he left three years earlier and reunited with people who he thought he'd never see again, before finding out that he soon has to make hard decisions and decide what life he really wants... All before the noose is tightened.

Love's Deception by mayaxwriter

A forbidden love affair can get dangerous. Especially when one person is an undercover FBI agent, and the other is her target. **** Ivy Warren is always prepared for whatever life throws at her - as an FBI agent she has to be. But what she isn't prepared for is to be sent undercover with a whole new identity as the PA to the wealthy billionaire bachelor, Jace Dyer. Ivy learns that there's more to Jace than meets the eye and that he's not always cold and distant, which is how everyone sees him. In fact, Jace doesn't show her that side of him at all, and it makes Ivy like Jace not as her target, but as a friend - or even more. Ivy begins to unravel his web of secrets he holds closest to him and realizes that they're more alike and connected than they could ever imagine. The two both know they feel this undeniable attraction to each other, but they struggle when their attraction turns into more. Ivy and Jace are both keeping secrets from each other. But can they look past their secrets for the sake of being together? Or will their secrets drive them apart and leave them both feeling betrayed? ⚠️Trigger/content warning: depictions of sexual assault/rape, violence, gun violence and substance abuse. ⚠️Warning: this story contains mature themes and strong language that may not be acceptable to all ages.

Finding You by LexiRein

Book 4 in It Just Happened Series. (COMPLETED) You can read this as a stand-alone, but there will be some parts that might be referenced from the other books. "Why didn't you tell me Shay?" I whisper yell. I am so pissed off at this woman, but I have to keep my cool since we are undercover. "Keep it down dumbass and the name is Vicky." She looks around to see if anyone is watching then shoves me back from her. "Besides by the time I found out it was too late." I slam my fist into the wall and she flinches just the slightest but juts her chin up. This woman will be the death of me I swear, and if we can't find a way to get out of the situation neither one of us will make it out alive. Ryan Whitaker aka Ryan Rivers is an undercover cop. After discovering he had a twin brother life started to get better for him. With getting to know his new family. It took one night, just one night helping his brother out, ended with a one night stand. Not just any one night stand it was with family friend Stacy's cousin Shayna Adler. They have a lot in common as they are both cops. But since Shayna went missing he was assigned to find her. It is just one dilemma after another to get her out of the situation they are in. But the thing is Shayna has a secret that might destroy any type of connection they had. Can they survive everything that gets thrown at them? Copyright © 2022 All rights reserved. This book or any portion of this book may not be used or be reproduced in any matter whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher. Except for brief quotations in book reviews.

𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 | ✔️ by _DemonGoddesss_

Scarlett Moore has had her fair share of betrayal and lies. She's afraid to give someone else her heart without knowing it could get stepped on or even shattered. That is... until she meets Carter. Carter is no stranger to being used and lied to. Being raised into a family of criminals, he was taught to be a professional hacker and killer. But somehow he's caught Scarlett's heart. Even after everything Scarlett has been through, she manages to become intrigued with this gorgeous man but that doesn't mean her fear isn't getting in the way. Everyone has their secrets and weaknesses. Believe it or not... Carter is her weakness and she's his. How long can they fight their Temptations?

Karma - Forbidden Hearts Series Book 3 by shaylamariam

Completed | They say karma can come back to bite you in the ass. As a retired Special Forces Sergeant, Nate Jenkins isn't thrown for a loop very often. Or like...ever. But when an old flame is assigned to be his physical therapist during his long road back to recovery, his world gets turned upside down. Nate has always regretted breaking Karma's heart twelve years ago--and even though they both agree to start fresh as friends, they quickly learn that some things never stay buried. When a family emergency brings Nate to Karma's aid, they start spending more and more time together. As old memories come to the surface, the spark they once had for each other turns into a burning flame of untapped desire. Will Karma forgive him when she finds out the truth about what happened all those years ago? Or will he finally lose her forever?

M.U.S.E. (BOOK 1) (COMPLETE) by MariaCooney

ACTION - SCI/FI - ROMANCE Cara has no memory of her life before and after this mission it will be the same. Wipe the slate clean until she is needed again. Just like a memory stick. The James Bonds of this world are often undercover so deep that they need to produce a girlfriend, fiancee, wife or lover to back up their story. That is where Cara comes into play. Literally. They pick her name, hair colour, demeanour, fashion sense, sexuality and programme her to believe the cover story as though it was her own life. They can do whatever they want with her. Her handler deals with the programming. Should she fail the mission she will be terminated. She is also an assassin. Programmed to take out a target. This mission... was also her target but something stopped her. What and why she is yet to find out but in return for saving his life, her target helps her escape. She may not know who she really is but one thing she does know for sure, she will avenge herself and make them pay, if only she could remember who 'they' are and more importantly who she was. Freedom is never for Free. Freedom is a lie, a hope, a dream wished for by those who don't have it and taken for granted by those who do. Become a facebook fan https://www.facebook.com/groups/483837348313701/

Misery → Robert Downey Jr Fanfic.[EDITING ] by remoh1999

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Shifted by EmillyKathrynn

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She can easily kill you. by someoneonthisworld

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