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I refuse to believe it's love (phan)

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Reads 321
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death_by_sirens

amazingphil danhowell danisnotonfire danxphil phanfic phanfiction phillester phần

Daniel Howell already lives a shitty life his clothing sucks his house sucks his parents are horrid and even his friends are a joke and it feels like things couldn't get any worse...That is until his mother sells him to the drop dead gorgeous son of a millionaire Phillip Lester... With a hatred for life and a love for the virtual world Dan dives headfirst into Phillip Michael Lester's seemingly endless life, but will he be able to handle what he finds?
*trigger warnings!!!* Phil is a slight asshole but don't worry my loverlies fluff is prominant (and of course smut my darlings)All Rights Reserved

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