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When I'm Gone

XNotTheWildChildX

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Reads 1,075
Votes 95
Parts 17
Time 1h 13m

XNotTheWildChildX

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afterlife teenfiction

update: this is the biggest and stupidest cringe ever please DO NOT READ
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I'm dead. Gone forever. If it wasn't for them, I would still be here, living a good life. My death is not my fault, it's theirs. So why can I not go on peacefully?

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Does suicide really end all your pain? All your suffering?

Kyla killed herself because life was just too much for her to handle. She thought she could move on into heaven, or hell, or wherever dead people go to. But instead, she finds herself stuck here on Earth as a ghost, unable to do anything except sleep and walk around.

Will Kyla be able to move on? Or will she be trapped as a ghost forever?All Rights Reserved

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Waiting With Death by dead_author4

Sometimes the best thing you can do is move on, that's what Cassedy has always been told. But when she 'dies', she isn't ready to go. The Grim Reaper is waiting for her to help her pass into the great beyond. The afterlife. Heaven. That bright light at the end of the tunnel called life. But she cannot pass over. She is tethered to earth by her heart. It is being kept beating by a ventilator that is forcing air through her lungs when her spirit is long gone. The only thing left to do is wait with death. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Cassedy felt tears fall down her face. Her knees collapsed and she fell to the floor as she started crying harder and harder until the tears were racing down her face. Grim grabbed her, holding her as she cried herself out. For an hour, Grim sat there with her. When all of her tears were gone, he wiped her away the streaks they had made down her face. "I'm never gonna get better..." she whispered. One last tear fell down her face as she look at the hospital bed where her body was. She was never going to be that girl again. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Sorry if this book is sad. If you don't like books that discuss topics like cancer or death, I suggest you read a different book. But I hope you enjoy the book if you do read it! ?

Secret Windigo (Hazbin Hotel) by R3MINY

You have just died,you wake up in hell?Well you expected to go and end up in hell anyways so it didn't matter to you.You had a chance to redeem yourself in hell.Thats what the angels told you at least.You didn't want to go to heaven anyways.While in the streets somewhere in hell you saw a fight but more like a war on the streets.While also seeing on the news about a hotel... After a while you hear a kid and a man fighting so you step in then the kid seems to be attached to you already.So what would happen between you and this "kid"? September 2022 - January 26th 2023

Unchained by DarklyCosmos

"Does it hurt to die?" she whispered to me. I thought long and hard about my response. Finally, when the correct words formed in my mouth, I said: "Yeah, but it hurts more to keep living." Welcome to my world. ~~~~~ It was a perfect life. A big, beautiful house in the richer part of town. Two loving, happy parents. A dog that was potty trained and seemed to know when to be so cute and cuddly. A school filled with only the smartest students and most professional teachers. Friends who would never do any harm to anyone. Money coming easily and the weather always staying nice. It was the perfect life. Anything anyone could have wanted. Avaley Camber lived this perfect life. Lived. Thing is, when you die, you are not supposed to come back to life. But the Creator has something special in mind for Avaley Camber. Something far more greater than staying dead forever. It's a second chance. Avaley didn't necessarily want to come back from the dead, but if it's better than being in a coffin all her life it's something she says yes to. What she doesn't know, however, is the other parts that come with coming back to life. And Avaley realizes that she's going to need her whole life to get used to the new parts. As Avaley starts to relive her life again, she's faced with new challenges and new changes in her life. Her life that seemed so perfect has its own flaws. New things keep popping up in front of Avaley, and it's up to her to work her way through them. With the help of her new powers, that is.

I fell into the world of BNHA! (OLD AND DISCONTINUES) by SunkissedDemon

NEVER INTENDING ON FINISHING THIS! THIS IS JUST TO LOOK BACK ANG CRINGE SO GO AHEAD BUT BE NICE TO 13 YEAR OLD ME LOL revamping for funsies What happens when we die? Do we go to heaven or hell? Or do we just aimlessly wander the Earth, and watch it die ever so slowly? Or do we go to the world of our desires? The very world we wished to be when we felt like we didn't belong here on Earth. The very world that we read, or fantasized about for hours on end. The world that we wish were real. Well, what if that world were real, and we do go to that world when we die. What world would you go to? Would it be a land filled with magic and magical beast in it or a would it be filled with Greek gods and their offspring or a world where only 37 kids were born with powers and you were unfortunate enough to be one, or a world filled with ninjas. My world is a world where 80% of the population has powers, weather they are used for good or bad, weather they are usefull or useless. In this world, I am the adopted daughter of the strongest person, the symbol of peace. This world has became my home when I lost my first. Come along with me as I run into a few old friends and make some new ones along the way. My name is Athena, Angel hero Nénuphars, come with on my journey to becoming the very best hero I could be. Book cover is made by me

As We Fall by AlstairKnxght

*THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION. ANY RELATION OF THE CHARACTERS OR SITUATIONS TO REAL LIFE ARE NOT INTENTIONAL AND ANY SIMILARITIES TO REAL LIFE ARE A RESULT OF COINCIDENCE* ---------- ""Mayuri, I don't want you to feel like you're ever alone," I couldn't tell, but I know X was holding his tears or something back. He was hiding something from me, but I couldn't tell what it was. "I don't want to hang up until you feel sleepy or want to rest. For as long as I've known you Mayuri, I know you hate being alone, especially if you're in the hospital. So, I made a promise to myself, that as long as you're awake, I'll stay awake with you, so you don't ever have to feel like you're all alone." ---------- What would it be like to be normal? What would it be like to not be scared to fall asleep at night and not be afraid to wake up? She has always wondered what it would be like to be someone else who wasn't in her shoes. Mayuri Crest has unfortunately developed narcolepsy at a young age and ever since then, her life has always been under constant surveillance, where people always pity her, but never really asked her about who she is. Her last year in high school though, she plans to make sure that she doesn't forget any of it. Mayuri plans to make her last year the best year she's ever had and finally, after the long, gruelling pain of alienated because of her conditions, both her medical and school wise, she would experience what it would be like to be like everyone else. ------- NOTE: There are possible trigger warnings in this novel e.g. suicidal thoughts. Please read at your own discretion.

A Heart's Struggle by SophiaStilinski

"You know when your drowning you don't actually inhale right before you black out. It's like no matter how much your freaking out, the instinct to not get any water in is so strong. That you won't open your mouth until you feel like your head is exploding. But when you finally do let it in, that's when it stops hurting its not scary anymore. Its actually kind of peaceful." I interject my therapist. " what does that have to do with anything?" She counters "Ever since Erica died I felt like I was drowning. When I overdosed that's when my heart stopped hurting and I felt peaceful. To be honest I didn't want to be saved, I had already saved myself." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Crystal meets Erica, then finds out that she has a liking for girls. They fall in love but what happens when Erica dies, how will Crystal make it through life without her? read and find out

The experiment. by shrosz

They used my vulnerability against me. They used that weapon, to make me accept their stupid idea. And I of course, accepted it, I didn't even know what they were going to do. They tugged and poked and even shoved their disgusting finger in your wound, just to see you cry. To see you change. No pitty in their eyes. They just continue. They drag you around with metal chains, hit you and turn you into a experiment. But I had enough of the tugging, the clawing, the moaning, the crying and pleading for them to stop, but simply feeding them with our pain. They turned me into something, that neither do they know what I am. Their afraid of me, of my reflexes, my strength. I killed a lot of them. They say I have a cold heart, that I don't feel nothing. That's why they call me: Death -----------------------------------------************************************--------------------------------------------- Death. A teen girl, pitch black hair, black eyes, white skin. Her height is 5'8. People are scared of her, not just because of her strength but because of they way she kills. She lived in this hell hole, where they take her to rooms. Examine. Fight. She knows she won't be able to entertain them for long. She decides to run. Soul. Brown hair as mud, blue eyes as the sky. Hight 6'2. Tanned and toned body. Death's best friend in the hell hole they're in, he's as cold as she is. But shows a bit of sympathy. Well... More than her at least. He's been there for her, ever since she entered this place of crap. They're the two most feared. As some people say, they're a perfect couple. Killing. Fighting. Cold hearted creatures. Also known as D and S. Why? That's what your going to find out, joining this adventure with D and S.

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Waiting With Death

Sometimes the best thing you can do is move on, that's what Cassedy has always been told. But when she 'dies', she isn't ready to go. The Grim Reaper is waiting for her to help her pass into the great beyond. The afterlife. Heaven. That bright light at the end of the tunnel called life. But she cannot pass over. She is tethered to earth by her heart. It is being kept beating by a ventilator that is forcing air through her lungs when her spirit is long gone. The only thing left to do is wait with death. ---------------- Cassedy felt tears fall down her face. Her knees collapsed and she fell to the floor as she started crying harder and harder until the tears were racing down her face. Grim grabbed her, holding her as she cried herself out. For an hour, Grim sat there with her. When all of her tears were gone, he wiped her away the streaks they had made down her face. "I'm never gonna get better..." she whispered. One last tear fell down her face as she look at the hospital bed where her body was. She was never going to be that girl again. ---------------- Sorry if this book is sad. If you don't like books that discuss topics like cancer or death, I suggest you read a different book. But I hope you enjoy the book if you do read it! ?