When I'm Gone
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Last published Thu, Nov 19, 2015
update: this is the biggest and stupidest cringe ever please DO NOT READ
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I'm dead. Gone forever. If it wasn't for them, I would still be here, living a good life. My death is not my fault, it's theirs. So why can I not go on peacefully?
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Does suicide really end all your pain? All your suffering?
Kyla killed herself because life was just too much for her to handle. She thought she could move on into heaven, or hell, or wherever dead people go to. But instead, she finds herself stuck here on Earth as a ghost, unable to do anything except sleep and walk around.
Will Kyla be able to move on? Or will she be trapped as a ghost forever?
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