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When I'm Gone

XNotTheWildChildX

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Reads 1,084
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Parts 17
Time 1h 13m

XNotTheWildChildX

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afterlife teenfiction

update: this is the biggest and stupidest cringe ever please DO NOT READ
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I'm dead. Gone forever. If it wasn't for them, I would still be here, living a good life. My death is not my fault, it's theirs. So why can I not go on peacefully?

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Does suicide really end all your pain? All your suffering?

Kyla killed herself because life was just too much for her to handle. She thought she could move on into heaven, or hell, or wherever dead people go to. But instead, she finds herself stuck here on Earth as a ghost, unable to do anything except sleep and walk around.

Will Kyla be able to move on? Or will she be trapped as a ghost forever?All Rights Reserved

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Beautiful Secret | Countryhumans | Rusphil | 2022 (FINISHED) by philipainz

Philippines finally finished her high school, and she applied to the University she always dreamed of... to pursue her Major; Geography Universal Youthful School pr short for GUYS. She passed her enrollment to the one who keep things in balance, UN. UN, working 24/7 misunderstood the school Philippines is referring and enrolled her to the Guys Only University. Philippines, having emailed back, filled her with happiness. She was invited to fly over the north, where the University locates. Shock to her death when she found out that... she... was... NOT in her dream University. Shock to her death, she ends up complaining about it to UN and UN didn't want his pride to shatter and promised Philippines to fix it, but she has to spend the school year in that current school. Which she meets all the people she least expect to encounter. Full with brawling and violence, thank Martial Law, her brother, teach her some self defense to at least caught her enemies off guard. ───────────────── ┊ ┊ ┊⋆｡ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ⋆｡ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊⋆｡┊ ༊*·˚ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ‧₊ ༉ ┊ ˚✩ ┊ ๑՞. ┊ ₊˚.༄ ┊ ✩₊̣̇. ੈ♡˳ ✧.*ೃ༄ Disclaimer : All Characters here that has country names does not represent the country itself nor generalize them. This is just a fanfiction of Countryhumans and will never be connected in real life, and will never be true. This is made for fun. P.S : Please be aware of the wrong grammars and spellings in this book, I am not that great in english grammar. If you would be so kind, please correct me.

Reawakened (Neteyam x Fem reader) by LeviousShiShine

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Helluva Hotel: The Rebirth of Amber by SelfshippingSelfcare

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