Why Do I Have To Die? danisomtonfire, dan howell x reader)
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Complete Tue, May 24, 201647m
I had this idea in my head for a really long time. I hope you enjoy this. Now here is the summery that all of you probably want.
You are dying of cancer. You have six months to live, and your wish is to meet Dan Howell and Phil Lester before you die. But what happens when Dan falls for you even though you don't know if you will live.
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