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To Be Alive

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Reads 335
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Parts 12
Time 57m

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Do you ever feel like you do what is expected, and not what you yearn to do? Are you misjudged, and do you misjudge others? Do you truly understand the power of love and loss? Do you love to live until you don't? And are you terrified of time, which entraps us all? You should be.All Rights Reserved

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