Dear Diary
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This is a diary of a girl named Dexxi. She is trying desperately hard to get over a guy, but he's not making it easy. One boy is helping her get over him without even noticing it... But who's gonna help her get over him?
Dexxi has had a tough life, but she try's to block out the memories so now she doesn't remember most of the stuff that happened in her past but she is desperately trying to remember... But she is too scared to ask for help.
I toss and turn in my bed trying to desperately remember what happened that night, the night people keep talking about. Apparently it was bad. But whenever I think back; my thoughts gets interrupted by a boy, not a boy but... Two boys. My past and my future. A tear hangs off my lashes and threatens to spill down but I quickly wipe my face with my hand and close my eyes trying to dream.
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