Sleepless nights

Nights are so long and with the feeling of sleep was nowhere to be felt. The hours until the sun rises are too long to just stare up the ceiling, what if I just tell strangers about my thoughts and dreams and how I feel, how the things in my life are going with the twist of fiction to make it more interesting, the desires that wants to get filled but not because of the expectation of life and challenges that i have to face just to get a tiny prices with every completion. Is it worth it though? To complete the mission 'til the last breath escapes the body. I don't know, maybe.