Just a place to write my poetry. It's really nothing special. If you like my work, please vote, follow me, and tell your friends, family, ex girlfriends, ex boyfriends, dead people, strangers, etc. Seriously, just run up to somebody you don't know and tell them about me. I'm sure they won't call the cops... I might be wrong about that. Anyways, I would love it if you would follow and support me with my work. The only reason I do not publish as often as I could is that I feel as though it isn't vital to do so. If I had a willing audience, I'd possibly publish a new poem DAILY. So, I insist that you read, vote, follow me, and please give me any feedback possible. I need it. - Kyle D. Stottlemyer
"There comes a point where you no longer care if there's a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You're just sick of the tunnel."
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Who I am doesn't matter.
How I got here doesn't matter.
What matters now is I'm getting help, right?
That's what they tell me here. They tell me that the road to recovery feels like a terrible butt fuck, but the fact that you're on the path to begin with, is all that matters.
So as I sit in this circle of fuck ups, I realize just how different I am from them. I didn't attempt suicide because my mother was a crack addict who didn't want me.
My father wasn't abusive.
I didn't have a sibling die in a car accident. I was never really bullied either.
I attempted suicide because, for the first time in years, I thought I had found something that could make me feel again... and after not feeling much at all for far too long, perhaps I went a bit overboard