Can't do it

this is a story about depression and voices in little raidens head. this story has cutting and suicide in it so if you are triggered easily pleeeease dont read but this story does start off depressing it gets better eventually. raiden is a 15 year old boy who had lost his mother and father, attempted suicide many times, cuts, and smokes too. raiden gets back to school after a while in the hospital and he finds someone new there. this story may or may not have gay in it soooo yea...