Her

My tarot said self destruction. Squishy told me that wasn't good but it wasn't bad. I don't think she wanted me to feel bad. She had told everyone that the card was bad, that you didn't want to get it. And there it was in my reading. Staring at me from the bed, everyone looked at me and I just stared back I didn't know what to do let alone how to deal with it. I wanted it to rain so I could feel clean, but this I couldn't wash away this was going to follow me. Now I'm confused. I don't get confused.