Drowning (phan)
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Last published Fri, Jul 31, 2015
Everything happened in a blur. First I was at Phil's then we got into a fight. Now here I am, at a party, trying to drown my sorrow and guilt in alcohol. I should've been there for Phil. Why wasn't I there? Why do I have to be such an idiot and screw everything up? Will Phil ever forgive me?
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