Left Behind & Forgotten ( A Shane Dawson Fan-Fic)

Love is a simple word with many meanings. There is the love you have for your family, although you have no choice in that. There is the unconditional love for you child. There are the fake I love you's that mean absolutely nothing. There is the "you to" when you are to afraid to say it. The "i love you" when you are not...

The I love you that only comes the moment you meet that person that takes your breath away with everything they do. The I love you that you save for the person who's flaws you love. The I love you that's saved for the person you know your going to marry.

It's in that moment when you meet that one person and you say it... I love you. It's the moment that last forever as you pray they feel the same. You pray they say it back. And they do. It feels like gravity dissapears and the only thing keeping you here is them.

I have been lucky enough to feel that way once in my life time. I was the luckiest man in the world, and I knew it. We were the king and queen of our world until we messed up. Until it fell apart right in-front of me. what hurts the most is knowing that I could have saved it. I could have kept her...

I Let my career come first. I let her slip away slowly...painfully... Then she was gone.

I thought that I would meet somebody new. I thought I would move on and find a girl even more amazing, but I never did.

I met Lisa. Lisa is sweet, kind and funny. She's always understanding and is always there for me. I love her... but not in that heart wrenching blissful love that I had with her... I can't go a day without thinking of her, and I feel like i'm lying to Lisa. In the end i'll just end up hurting her... just like I hurt Aria...