Midnight rose

what do you do when the odds are against you from the day your born. Father always said "love nothing and your life will be joyful", but that little blue eyed boy melted all my defenses and brought out the humanity in me that I had for so long had under control, I watched him grow and with each year my heart grew with him he was my love and my world, but on his twentieth birthday he vanished, I thought he was just being adventurous and that he would come back when he was spent.That was not the case however, as his mutilated head was delivered at my doorstep the next day .I was distraught and I could not believe my eyes ,on the box was a note that said that the debt had been paid ,I sought out the murderers and to this day I punish them for taking my treasure away and my heart grew ten times colder that day. I thought I could never love again that was till I met "him".