I've been been in this business since I was a kid. I sleep, eat, breath, and live this business very second of my life. This is my story, this is my life.
I wonder every moment of my life why I live like this, why I allow it. freedom isn't something in know it's something I crave to have. To live a life like every other person my age, to make my own decisions, to go out when I want, able to do what I want, to have a life of my own.
but the reality to all of this is that I can't have any of that, I'm just a lifeless puppet, a cage animal or in simple words you can say that I'm just,
A pawn to the king.