Life When You're The Khalida Sisters

*June,13th. My best friends birthday. And exactly 1 month after he killed himself because of me.*

I tried to wake up, to get out of this nightmare.

But then again, I didn't want to wake up. I wanted to stay here forever, because I know I deserve it. It is my fault he's dead anyway. Mine, and mine alone. No one can take the blame for something I did, and I know that. I know I could have saved him; after all he was my best friend and I was the last person he talked to before he drove off that cliff near our house.

I felt somebody trying to wake me up, shaking me, saying my name softly.

"Chaypin, wake up."
Slowly, I started to wake up.

"Blake? Is that you?"
"Yeah, Sweetie it's me. Did you have a bad dream again?"
"Yeah."
"What about?"
I don't know why he bothered asking any more he knows; I know he does.
"You already know it was about Kellan" I said
"I know I was just hoping----" I cut him off.
"Hoping what? that I would forget about him? It's only been a month! I can't forget about my best friend that fast especially now, that it's the 13th of June... His birthday." As I finished I started to cry and Blake tried to comfort me, but I can't be comforted today. Not on his birthday. Not one month after I killed him.